invigorating

There's something invigorating about life for me these days, and I think it has something to do with being at risk. "Business as usual" living is stopped in its tracks, and it's enough to make me wonder if that's really living at all or just a survival that pops on our screen like a cheesy screensaver maze you just can't take your eyes from. People around us are energized and excited on our behalf, and my only sadness about some living this adventure though us is that they could be having adventures of their own, first-hand.